Post by darkangel on Jan 23, 2006 0:05:36 GMT -4
Okay, so i had this on anthoer site and it got good reviews but the site shut down so here it is:
Ch1:
Abby’s Pov
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Run just run get as far away as you can was the only thought that filled my head .I had no clue where I was going or where I would end up but I didn't care; all I care about was getting away from here and all the beatings, the heart ache, just away! I don't know why but I keep looking back hoping nobody is behind me. At least no one who can pull me back to the hell I've worked so hard to get away from!
When I finally got to a place I didn’t recognized I sat on the steps of some church to take a breath before trying to find somewhere to stay. I deiced since I have a long way to go I should listen to some music. When I take out my cd player and notice that it was already on and playing Green Days new cd American idiot. The second I put the head phones on my head Holiday fills my ears blocking out any noise from the streets.
Two miles and forty songs later I feel a tap on my shoulder, I turn and right away only to see three guys standing all looking me up and down. One grabs me and of course I try to fight back but a guy punches me in the face, and it was all black from there.
I woke up in a cold and dark alley with a blanket rapped half way around me and my now ripped jeans and bra on. The button on my jeans is now open and zipper is unzipped, the tank top I was wearing is lying next to me but all ripped.
My head is pounding and I can’t think straight let a lone remember what happened last night, I just lay their like a dead dog as I fall asleep not wanting to deal with what just happened whatever just happened right now. I wake in the same place this time feeling worse and now remembering what happened last night.
I was Raped…
After remember what had happened I wanted to get out of the alley and try to find somewhere safe to stay. So I grab my ripped shirt and slipped it on and zipped up my pants. My bag wasn't their nor my sweat shirt or anything for that matter, I really didn't care though all I wanted to get out of there .I was buttoning my pants when I noticed red all over my arm. I looked at my arm and saw cuts running down the whole side of it, I scanned over the first few cuts but couldn't even touch the rest .The burning was too much for me to handle and I felt like I was going to pass out. I started to cry at the sight of what I let someone do to me.
Why couldn't I have fought back? Why didn't I try harder to get away? That was not that way I wanted to loose my virginity it’s not the way it should be lost. After I finished putting my clothes on correctly, when I got out of the alley it looked somewhat familiar to me. I wasn’t quite sure where I was so I just ran in the direction that looked the most familiar to me, I just kept running I don't what's with me and running but I just keep doing it .I kept looking back making sure no one was going to grab me from behind when suddenly I fell to the ground.
"Ah."
I screamed being startled of falling to the ground all of sudden.
"Christ I’m so sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going. Are you okay?"
A guy with black spiked hair and brown eyes said looking sympathetic. He was with four other guys who really looked nothing like him. One did look little like him in the face but he had all tattoos and piercing and had green Mohawk with dollar sighs designed on the sides. Another guy was really skinny and had his lower lip was pierced while the other two just had tattoos. The guy who helped me up rarely had any tattoos or not any I could see anyway, other than that I would say that he looked pretty normal.
"No, it’s my fault I shouldn't have been running and looking back like that."
I said trying to get up but failed really badly.
"Oh fuck."
I said. Falling right back down to the ground, I don't I must've hurt my ankle when I tripped or something.
"Here let me help you." He said lending out his hand to help me
"Thank you."
As I got up his facial expression turned to shock, I guess when he saw all the bruises and cuts he was a little put off or something. I was never good with tank tops they show too much skin, too much of what I was trying to hide. I could tell they were all trying not to stare but he stared at me like I was a exhibit at a museum.
"Yea, so thanks bye."
I really wanted to get away from them. I didn't think that I was brightening up their day, and I didn't want a repeat of yesterday.
"Wait no, are you okay I mean you don't look okay" He said trying to say it right so he didn't sound rude or dumb.
"Yea I’m fine."
The thing is I wasn’t fine, I started to walk about five steps. I could feel all five of them still staring at me intensity I can always tell when someone is looking at me. I took one more step and felt a sharp pain in my leg and ankle. Suddenly I fell again something had to be wrong with my leg I don't maybe it’s from yesterday I mean god knows what happened I mean I didn’t remember everything.
"Oh shit!" I heard one guy yell and then I being helped up again.
"Do you want to come with us until you get help, I mean you can’t go anywhere like that you wont make it past this block." Why did they care so much? The way I look but for all I know they were leading me into a trap, and for all they knew I was a psycho path.
"I don't know you people, no offense or anything but I don't want to risk it” They all looked at me strangely and than said,
"Fine, hi I am Joel Madden."
"I’m Benji Madden." The one with the green Mohawk said.
"I’m Billy Martin." He was really skinny.
"I’m Paul Thomas." He was a little chubby.
"And, I am Chris Wilson." He was tall and had no hair.
"There you know us now! Now will you please let us help you? Were a band so we can take you to our tour bus or a hospital which ever you want " He said. In a way so he hinted for me to tell him my name.
"Abby."
"Okay, Abby will you come with us or let us take you?"
"Why do you care?"
"We don't want to see you out on the street you don't look like you belong in this part of town anyway." Benji at least I think it was Benji said I wasn't too sure on their names yet. I looked around to see I actually didn't know where I was and this was a bad neighborhood or I think it was.
"Why are you here than?" I said.
"Were on the way back to our car we just went to get something to eat but parked far away." The skinny one said.
"Okay, fine."
I said not even thinking, I was scared but hurt and didn't want to last night to happen again. I noticed that these guys really didn't look like "those types".
"Here lean on me since you can’t walk." Joel said. He put my arm around his neck and I leaned slightly on him not wanting to hurt him.
"You can lean on me, you're not hurting me you know that?" I wonder how he knew.
"Oh, I’m sorry." I said leaning on him he grinned at me slight.
"So, do you always just take strangers to you're bus." I asked with a grin of smart ass and pain in my face all at once.
"No not really you just look like you need help really bad and you don't look a bum or anything, so what happened to you and how old are you?" Billy asked I remember him because he was skinny.
"I ran away and something happened along the way and it’s along story and you wouldn't care, I’m 19 ill be 20 in two weeks."
"So you'll tell us later, I mean what happened to you and why you ran away and stuff?"
“Okay here is the car” Joel said helping me in the back seat and everyone else got in the car, the guy named Benji sat in the back car with me.
On the way to the hospital there was silence besides Joel or Benij or one of them asking me if I was okay.
When we got to the hospital the doctor said I would be okay but shouldn’t be alone.
While Joel talked to the doctor Benji came in to see how I was.
“What are you guys still doing here I mean you were nice to drop me off but you don’t know me why are you still here”
“Cause were not the kind of guys who can just walk away from someone who is hurt”
“You look familiar but I can’t remember where I’ve seen you”
“Like I said were in a ba---“Benji started to say but I knew it wasn’t that so I interrupted him.
“No its not that ,Do you have a sister?"
"Yes, her name is Sarah why?" Benji said looking at me strange.
"Oh, I just knew this girl I used to live with in NY when I was 18, she looked like you two a little but her last name was Combs."
"Yea that's our sister.”
"I thought you said you're last name was Madden?"
"It is she has a different last name. So see you're not exactly a stranger to us after all, if you and our sister lived together I’m sure you're not crazy anyway I’ve heard enough you from Sarah to know you’re not crazy, she talked about an Abby a lot I hoped id meet her one day. If you and our sister lived together I’m sure you're not crazy." Benji said.
After talking to the doctor Joel came in told us what he said.
“So is there anyone you can stay with--? Joel said but Benji cut him off.
“She can stay with us” He said me and Joel looked at him with shocked faces.
“What? No offense but we don’t know her” He said as nice as he could.
“Yea we do this is the Abby that use to live with Sarah” Benji replied
“Oh the Abby… Who the hell is the Abby that lived with Sarah” Joel said almost panicking suddenly Benji pulled Joel aside into anther room
Benji`s P.O.V
“Come on Joel let her stay, call Sarah if you want to but she’s hurt not to mention she’s hot” I said to Joel, and it was the truth she was hot and its not like Sarah wouldn’t live with a nut.
“Fine but I’m calling Sarah” Joel said
“Great”
Abby P.O.V
‘So I guess you’re coming back with us”
“No I don’t think I should Joel doesn’t look to happy with it and everything and I don’t want to intrude”
“No it’s no problem come on and its not like were complete strangers I mean we have helped Sarah’s friends before”
“Okay, why not maybe ill see Sarah”
On the way to the bus no one talked at all really besides me and benji , he acted as if he knew me forever and actually cared I couldn’t figure out what his deal was but I knew Sarah and trusted that if her family was like her I could trust them.
"Okay where here." Joel said "That's our bus, Benji here hold her up so I can open the door." He said, letting go of me as soon as he did I almost fell but was caught by the tattooed Mohawk man.
"Oh, I’m so sorry." I said not wanting to be a pain.
"There is no reason to be sorry you're hurt." He said with a smile going ear to ear across his face.
"I’m sorry if I’m causing an inconvenience to you guys if you want ill just go to a hospital than ill stay somewhere." I really didn't want to be a pain on anyone I was told that enough back home.
"No you can stay with us for a while." Paul said. He didn't really speak a lot.
"No! I’ll leave right after my knee fells ok." I said. They didn't even know me and they are inviting to stay with them are they crazy? Didn't their mothers ever tell them not to talk to strangers? They did look familiar for some reason at least Benji and Joel did.
"No it okay rea--" Benji said but got cut off by Joel. “Sorry wrong bus it’s the one all way down their." He said blushing because he had just made an ass of himself.
"Joel! You fucking retard, how can you not know which bus it was? You are the dumber twin." He said laughing at Joel.
"You're twins?" I asked looking dumb.
"Yea I’m older by five minutes and this one is the dumber one as well the younger one, I thought you lived with Sarah.”
“No I did she just didn’t talk much about you and being twins and all.”
“Wow I feel loved. I think I’m going to have to give Sarah a call” said Benji sarcastically
"Okay, this is the bus.” Joel said.
"Are you sure about that Joely?"
"Benji what did I tell you bout calling me that? God and yes I’m sure."
He opened the door and it was really nice considering it was a bus. Benji helped me up the stairs I smiled and said thank you and he just nodded his head as to say no problem. Joel walked to the back of the bus right away the rest of the guys including me and Benji. Did the same but only after everyone was on the bus. Before we got to the door we heard a high pitched screech.
"Oh Joel where were you I missed you?" Someone said in a high pitched almost screechy voice.
"Oh god she’s here?" All four guys said in unison.
"Who is?" I asked wondering who they were
"You will see.” Billy said. As we walked into the back, their stood a little blonde chick very preppy hugging Joel.
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Ch1:
Abby’s Pov
***********
Run just run get as far away as you can was the only thought that filled my head .I had no clue where I was going or where I would end up but I didn't care; all I care about was getting away from here and all the beatings, the heart ache, just away! I don't know why but I keep looking back hoping nobody is behind me. At least no one who can pull me back to the hell I've worked so hard to get away from!
When I finally got to a place I didn’t recognized I sat on the steps of some church to take a breath before trying to find somewhere to stay. I deiced since I have a long way to go I should listen to some music. When I take out my cd player and notice that it was already on and playing Green Days new cd American idiot. The second I put the head phones on my head Holiday fills my ears blocking out any noise from the streets.
Two miles and forty songs later I feel a tap on my shoulder, I turn and right away only to see three guys standing all looking me up and down. One grabs me and of course I try to fight back but a guy punches me in the face, and it was all black from there.
I woke up in a cold and dark alley with a blanket rapped half way around me and my now ripped jeans and bra on. The button on my jeans is now open and zipper is unzipped, the tank top I was wearing is lying next to me but all ripped.
My head is pounding and I can’t think straight let a lone remember what happened last night, I just lay their like a dead dog as I fall asleep not wanting to deal with what just happened whatever just happened right now. I wake in the same place this time feeling worse and now remembering what happened last night.
I was Raped…
After remember what had happened I wanted to get out of the alley and try to find somewhere safe to stay. So I grab my ripped shirt and slipped it on and zipped up my pants. My bag wasn't their nor my sweat shirt or anything for that matter, I really didn't care though all I wanted to get out of there .I was buttoning my pants when I noticed red all over my arm. I looked at my arm and saw cuts running down the whole side of it, I scanned over the first few cuts but couldn't even touch the rest .The burning was too much for me to handle and I felt like I was going to pass out. I started to cry at the sight of what I let someone do to me.
Why couldn't I have fought back? Why didn't I try harder to get away? That was not that way I wanted to loose my virginity it’s not the way it should be lost. After I finished putting my clothes on correctly, when I got out of the alley it looked somewhat familiar to me. I wasn’t quite sure where I was so I just ran in the direction that looked the most familiar to me, I just kept running I don't what's with me and running but I just keep doing it .I kept looking back making sure no one was going to grab me from behind when suddenly I fell to the ground.
"Ah."
I screamed being startled of falling to the ground all of sudden.
"Christ I’m so sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going. Are you okay?"
A guy with black spiked hair and brown eyes said looking sympathetic. He was with four other guys who really looked nothing like him. One did look little like him in the face but he had all tattoos and piercing and had green Mohawk with dollar sighs designed on the sides. Another guy was really skinny and had his lower lip was pierced while the other two just had tattoos. The guy who helped me up rarely had any tattoos or not any I could see anyway, other than that I would say that he looked pretty normal.
"No, it’s my fault I shouldn't have been running and looking back like that."
I said trying to get up but failed really badly.
"Oh fuck."
I said. Falling right back down to the ground, I don't I must've hurt my ankle when I tripped or something.
"Here let me help you." He said lending out his hand to help me
"Thank you."
As I got up his facial expression turned to shock, I guess when he saw all the bruises and cuts he was a little put off or something. I was never good with tank tops they show too much skin, too much of what I was trying to hide. I could tell they were all trying not to stare but he stared at me like I was a exhibit at a museum.
"Yea, so thanks bye."
I really wanted to get away from them. I didn't think that I was brightening up their day, and I didn't want a repeat of yesterday.
"Wait no, are you okay I mean you don't look okay" He said trying to say it right so he didn't sound rude or dumb.
"Yea I’m fine."
The thing is I wasn’t fine, I started to walk about five steps. I could feel all five of them still staring at me intensity I can always tell when someone is looking at me. I took one more step and felt a sharp pain in my leg and ankle. Suddenly I fell again something had to be wrong with my leg I don't maybe it’s from yesterday I mean god knows what happened I mean I didn’t remember everything.
"Oh shit!" I heard one guy yell and then I being helped up again.
"Do you want to come with us until you get help, I mean you can’t go anywhere like that you wont make it past this block." Why did they care so much? The way I look but for all I know they were leading me into a trap, and for all they knew I was a psycho path.
"I don't know you people, no offense or anything but I don't want to risk it” They all looked at me strangely and than said,
"Fine, hi I am Joel Madden."
"I’m Benji Madden." The one with the green Mohawk said.
"I’m Billy Martin." He was really skinny.
"I’m Paul Thomas." He was a little chubby.
"And, I am Chris Wilson." He was tall and had no hair.
"There you know us now! Now will you please let us help you? Were a band so we can take you to our tour bus or a hospital which ever you want " He said. In a way so he hinted for me to tell him my name.
"Abby."
"Okay, Abby will you come with us or let us take you?"
"Why do you care?"
"We don't want to see you out on the street you don't look like you belong in this part of town anyway." Benji at least I think it was Benji said I wasn't too sure on their names yet. I looked around to see I actually didn't know where I was and this was a bad neighborhood or I think it was.
"Why are you here than?" I said.
"Were on the way back to our car we just went to get something to eat but parked far away." The skinny one said.
"Okay, fine."
I said not even thinking, I was scared but hurt and didn't want to last night to happen again. I noticed that these guys really didn't look like "those types".
"Here lean on me since you can’t walk." Joel said. He put my arm around his neck and I leaned slightly on him not wanting to hurt him.
"You can lean on me, you're not hurting me you know that?" I wonder how he knew.
"Oh, I’m sorry." I said leaning on him he grinned at me slight.
"So, do you always just take strangers to you're bus." I asked with a grin of smart ass and pain in my face all at once.
"No not really you just look like you need help really bad and you don't look a bum or anything, so what happened to you and how old are you?" Billy asked I remember him because he was skinny.
"I ran away and something happened along the way and it’s along story and you wouldn't care, I’m 19 ill be 20 in two weeks."
"So you'll tell us later, I mean what happened to you and why you ran away and stuff?"
“Okay here is the car” Joel said helping me in the back seat and everyone else got in the car, the guy named Benji sat in the back car with me.
On the way to the hospital there was silence besides Joel or Benij or one of them asking me if I was okay.
When we got to the hospital the doctor said I would be okay but shouldn’t be alone.
While Joel talked to the doctor Benji came in to see how I was.
“What are you guys still doing here I mean you were nice to drop me off but you don’t know me why are you still here”
“Cause were not the kind of guys who can just walk away from someone who is hurt”
“You look familiar but I can’t remember where I’ve seen you”
“Like I said were in a ba---“Benji started to say but I knew it wasn’t that so I interrupted him.
“No its not that ,Do you have a sister?"
"Yes, her name is Sarah why?" Benji said looking at me strange.
"Oh, I just knew this girl I used to live with in NY when I was 18, she looked like you two a little but her last name was Combs."
"Yea that's our sister.”
"I thought you said you're last name was Madden?"
"It is she has a different last name. So see you're not exactly a stranger to us after all, if you and our sister lived together I’m sure you're not crazy anyway I’ve heard enough you from Sarah to know you’re not crazy, she talked about an Abby a lot I hoped id meet her one day. If you and our sister lived together I’m sure you're not crazy." Benji said.
After talking to the doctor Joel came in told us what he said.
“So is there anyone you can stay with--? Joel said but Benji cut him off.
“She can stay with us” He said me and Joel looked at him with shocked faces.
“What? No offense but we don’t know her” He said as nice as he could.
“Yea we do this is the Abby that use to live with Sarah” Benji replied
“Oh the Abby… Who the hell is the Abby that lived with Sarah” Joel said almost panicking suddenly Benji pulled Joel aside into anther room
Benji`s P.O.V
“Come on Joel let her stay, call Sarah if you want to but she’s hurt not to mention she’s hot” I said to Joel, and it was the truth she was hot and its not like Sarah wouldn’t live with a nut.
“Fine but I’m calling Sarah” Joel said
“Great”
Abby P.O.V
‘So I guess you’re coming back with us”
“No I don’t think I should Joel doesn’t look to happy with it and everything and I don’t want to intrude”
“No it’s no problem come on and its not like were complete strangers I mean we have helped Sarah’s friends before”
“Okay, why not maybe ill see Sarah”
On the way to the bus no one talked at all really besides me and benji , he acted as if he knew me forever and actually cared I couldn’t figure out what his deal was but I knew Sarah and trusted that if her family was like her I could trust them.
"Okay where here." Joel said "That's our bus, Benji here hold her up so I can open the door." He said, letting go of me as soon as he did I almost fell but was caught by the tattooed Mohawk man.
"Oh, I’m so sorry." I said not wanting to be a pain.
"There is no reason to be sorry you're hurt." He said with a smile going ear to ear across his face.
"I’m sorry if I’m causing an inconvenience to you guys if you want ill just go to a hospital than ill stay somewhere." I really didn't want to be a pain on anyone I was told that enough back home.
"No you can stay with us for a while." Paul said. He didn't really speak a lot.
"No! I’ll leave right after my knee fells ok." I said. They didn't even know me and they are inviting to stay with them are they crazy? Didn't their mothers ever tell them not to talk to strangers? They did look familiar for some reason at least Benji and Joel did.
"No it okay rea--" Benji said but got cut off by Joel. “Sorry wrong bus it’s the one all way down their." He said blushing because he had just made an ass of himself.
"Joel! You fucking retard, how can you not know which bus it was? You are the dumber twin." He said laughing at Joel.
"You're twins?" I asked looking dumb.
"Yea I’m older by five minutes and this one is the dumber one as well the younger one, I thought you lived with Sarah.”
“No I did she just didn’t talk much about you and being twins and all.”
“Wow I feel loved. I think I’m going to have to give Sarah a call” said Benji sarcastically
"Okay, this is the bus.” Joel said.
"Are you sure about that Joely?"
"Benji what did I tell you bout calling me that? God and yes I’m sure."
He opened the door and it was really nice considering it was a bus. Benji helped me up the stairs I smiled and said thank you and he just nodded his head as to say no problem. Joel walked to the back of the bus right away the rest of the guys including me and Benji. Did the same but only after everyone was on the bus. Before we got to the door we heard a high pitched screech.
"Oh Joel where were you I missed you?" Someone said in a high pitched almost screechy voice.
"Oh god she’s here?" All four guys said in unison.
"Who is?" I asked wondering who they were
"You will see.” Billy said. As we walked into the back, their stood a little blonde chick very preppy hugging Joel.
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